The only way to a girl's heart...

Ehh, it's finally the end of the semester. I'm so tired and wiped out, and I still have that anxious feeling like I need to get something done.

And actually, I do. I still have to complete my law school apps.

But I guess I'm happy that I get a month off. :)

I've been feeling much happier recently. Yes, I have been stressed due to the vast amounts of schoolwork and studying, but I feel like an oppressive shadow has been lifted from me. I'm sure this has to do with getting treatment for my vitamin D deficiency (it causes depression, among other things). But I can't express how...different I feel. I enjoy playing games again. I feel passion when I write. I feel happier about myself, including my feelings, my self-image, my body, and my life.

I can't remember the last time I posted a completely positive post anywhere. It feels liberating!

Most of my journal entries have been private lately. O:

But I do want to say that I've been feeling much happier lately. :) Went to the doctor and it turns out I have Vitamin D deficiency (and I suspect I've had it for quite some time; probably at least six years). So I am on a supplement and have been feeling much better (though my knees have been in some pain since taking it).

I've been studying like hell for the LSAT, which I take in December. I am nervous about it and about taking it so late. I know that a lot of schools that I really want to attend (such as Berkeley) probably won't accept me because I will be turning in the application so late. I'm hoping I get accepted to at least UC Hastings or Santa Clara Univ. The last practice test I took I scored a 157, but that was without studying and I've been studying like hell since then. I expect to get a 162 at least, but I really want to get into the 90th percentile (haha wishful thinking).

I'm also nervous about actually attending law school. It seems really difficult. :/ But yesterday I was attending an info meeting for UC Hastings and I saw some students doing a mock trial and it made me kinda exciting about attending law school. I just hope that everyone in whatever program I choose aren't... total tools I guess, haha.

My computer that I had been gaming on broke down a couple of months ago, so I've been unable to play any single or multiplayer games except very rarely my brother will let me play Total War games on his computer. It's been good for my studying (I'm not tempted to play at all lol), but I really miss video games. D: My mother promised that as a gift for both Christmas and my birthday that she'll give me a computer, so I am excited about it! I do wish I could build my own computer at this point because I am sure it would be much cheaper.

Uhhh. I don't know if anyone that I know only online still reads this stuff, but in case you didn't hear: I moved from Georgia to Florida for a year (for university), then I quit the school and transferred to a university in Georgia for a semester. Then after that my mom got a job in the San Francisco Bay Area and I was like "fuck Georgia, I'm outta here", and so I now live just outside San Francisco. :) It was an amazing move and I really don't regret this decision. Since moving here I have enjoyed my life a lot more. :D

I promise to update more often! :D Since being on the Vitamin D, I have been itching to write more!

I felt like posting. I DON'T EVEN HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY.

School starts up again soon. NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.

That's it. The end. GET OUT OF HERE.

To contrast the sad and stupid posts that I have been posting recently, I am going to post when I am happy. :D

So last weekend I went home and although there was a lot of drama, we got to look at houses and I got to relax for a while. I fell in love with one home and today we got approved for it. :3 I am incredibly excited about moving and cannot wait to leave my old home and Stetson's dorm for a new place. :D

I also dropped my Honors II course, which was a great source of stress for me. Fuck that class and the people in it. :D

I got done with my rough draft for my statistics project and I feel confident about the test on Friday. :]

Other than that, I have to read up for Sociology (4 chapters, fml) and study for the midterm next week.

After that I get to go home for a week for spring break! Yay! :D

Hmm. I felt like updating my journal, but I have nothing of substance to say. I'm not doing well in my honors class, but the rest of my classes are rather simple.

My roommate still sucks and doesn't flush the toilet after she poops. I WILL NEVER BE A NON-FLUSHER.

I am incredibly excited about this season of Lost. It was a great start to the season, in my opinion (although the first hour kinda dragged on). JACKxLOCKE ALL THE WAY BITCHES.

Other than that, I am bored. :| Spring Break, come faster! THREE MORE WEEKS, BITCHES!

k, done. plzkthnxbai.

I hate school. D:

I hate my living arrangements, I hate my roommate, I hate the food, I hate the people, and I hate not being close to anyone here.

I've never met so many self-centered pricks in one place.

I want to go home so bad. D:

I get to transfer, but fuck me, a whole other semester here.

Any advice for dealing with bad roommates? Not that anyone actually uses LJ anymore. xD It's all Facebook, and if I post this on facebook, I'd piss off a lot of people.

Also: 250th post on LJ, wtf.

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You were sexy as hell in your past life!

So I had an alright weekend. :D

On Saturday I hung out with Sara and went fabric shopping for cosplays. :D We went to Joann's, and let me tell you, the people there must have a vendetta against teenagers or something because I felt very unwelcome. xD Whatever, the lady at the fabric counter charged me for only 1 yard of fabric instead of 4, so I guess what comes around goes around.

When we went back to Sara's house India and Toast stopped by and we hung out and talked about a bunch of nonsence. Good times. :D

Yesterday my mom and I hung out at the movies. We saw Star Trek and thought the movie was alright. My mom's cellphone's alarm was going off, but we both thought it was part of the spaceship until 10 minutes in, it was still going off. xD

After Star Trek my mother and I snuck into Land of the Lost. WOW, was that a stinker. xD But we were expecting it, so it was all good. xD I wanted to sneak into another movie, maybe Bruno, but my mom said that we had to go back and make dinner for my brother. xD Ah well, it was fun. :D

That's all for now. :D I have to go get started on Maka's coat for AWA. :D