>=(

I'm just so depressed and angry right now.

I'm stressed out over fucking exams and projects and crap.

I freaked myself out over it on Thursday and I started sobbing in AP Computer science and could not stop for two periods after that.

Then I get home and get a stupid message from one of my friends and so I tell them to shut the fuck up, because 1) I completely disagree with what they said, 2) I think they're being hypocritical over it, 3) I wanted to just get online and forget about my bad day and talk, but they decided to bring up something idiotic, and 4) I just don't care anymore.

So today we had yearbook day and I spent the entire day alone because I didn't want to be around this person or I was liable to start screaming at them. I'm not exaggerating either. This in turn made me cry more, making several teachers very concerned. I hate concerned teachers. They irritate me to no end because I KNOW they are trying to be nice, but it just comes out awkward in the end of the entire situation.

So whatever, I'm done with it. I'm not fucking doing anything besides schoolwork until the end of the year.

I guess it hurts when someone says something hurtful and they don't even know. Nor will they ever.

AND I HATE FUCKING WRITING EMO JOURNALS, ARGH.